these are MY BRAINBLOBS (aka contents):
art dump.exe (click 2 cry):
this is the zone where all my random art goes — sketches i made during class, doodles that turned into something kinda cool, characters i forgot to name, and whatever my brain cooked up. nothings too serious here, its all just a dump of ideas, styles, colors, and experiments.Click me! MY YT CHANNEL sometimes cute, sometimes made me grieve, but nothing’s weird because no art is. i have a yt channel and
my sketch dumps on insta an instagram acc ab it too, but since i felt no good i decided to choose some other platform too because those suck. an instagram acc ab it too but since i felt no good i decided to choose some other platform too because those suck.
makeup.meltdown:
makeup is more than just products — its play, its expression, its fun, its mine. ive always loved doing random things on my face just because i can. no rules, no reason, just vibes. from soft glam to full chaos, i post some of it on my youtube channel too (go sub :3).and no i dont entertain anyone who tells me not to wear it. im not decorating for your approval. this is about me.(this sounds like a manifesto lmao)
lowercase tumblr (lowkey radical):
this is where i overthink out loud.(im losing it but it atleast screams i have 47 tabs open and thinking on about something)
thoughts on identity, rebellion, beauty (subjective not objective), politics, systems that dont work, subcultures that save me, feminism and questions i still dont have answers to.
i dont claim to know everything. i just refuse to stop asking.
sometimes its about art. sometimes its about power. sometimes its both.
read it like a diary. disagree if u want. im still rewriting.
LASTLY i want to dump various hobbies of mine and make annoying people media literate and emotionally intelligent moreover i want to talk ab my interests i somehow could not persue like modelling and music smh
i'm a girl from india and like everyone else i was normal and curious ab everything as a child. but as i grew up i found that i could do certain things effortlessly and started to feel like having a bright future. but as days went forward i found myself surrounded with allergies and sinus which made my days and nights worse. i used to go to dance classes but now i couldn't because i felt tired all day. growing up i used to make yt vids too during the lockdown and they were fun during covid when we were put closed at homes. this was the moment i got a lot of exposure to internet this social access made me addictive to it. and now i think (hot take) that children should be provided with access to these but by a computer and not with an ipad or smartphone, so that u can actually wander and play games and be productive too instead of just scrolling on things that u must not. and this made me realize that i lost the time the time in which i could prosper many hobbies. but due to unfavourable medical conditions and overloading internet i only focused on studies. BUT i wanted to do all the above mentioned stuffs as a child along with studies and i know i could do it effortlessly because lets be real most of us can score As in exams just studying the bare minimum. and i wish i were like this since then but it's better late than never and i'm trying to be the ideal self i always wanted to be and trying to focus on myself intellectually. AND i think i must find people with similar thoughts and background here and feel a sense of belonging. SO I YEARN TO DEVELOP A WEBSITE A PLATFORM FOR SUCH PEOPLE.
